In a maze of feelings 

I lost myself
my colored window
now pieces of broken glass

I can't stand it anymore
but I always do
how much more I'll have to give?

life's a neverending story
of disappointment
hunger yearns, greed is turning
good to bad

I wish so much to tell
but noone hears
I'm always wondering
how much more all take from me
taking this, taking that
again and again
simple hated life
nothing will remain

let me be
when will I be free?
crumbling walls I wanna see
I am sick of useless stories
now it's time for me to worry
worry about me







I'm lying on my bed now 

No morning gives me promise
of a glorious day
Will happiness return'
I overdrink the day
I overdring the night
I'm drinking forth myself
abroad to an empty loss
down to a sunless sea
to drown in my own misery
Will my happiness return'
Will the night lay to rest?
Future-expectations there?
Hopeful promise anywhere?
Will my happiness return?
Will the night lay to rest?
Will the rainbow bridge my ways?
Will there be glorious days?
I'm a stranger for the world
Nevermore to dance
Isolation in my rooms
Oh hell that I was born
Too many wills that don't come true
No chance to realize
The final countown, final flight
to false illusions, astral suicide
I'll stop my sadness, use the key
to the outlet of my misery